From the start of winter break to present day, there have been some things that have occurred within the family that have considerably impacted the way I performed in school. I have dealt with the physical and emotional struggles that come with it; some days, I feel so alone and helpless. Sometimes I have taken my frustration and anger out on others even though they may not know why and if I could, I would take back my words and actions. Socially, I have slacked. Academically, I lost my undivided attention in some classes because my mind was cluttered in so many thoughts. Learning new material became harder. Nonetheless, it is visible that I have taken two steps backwards.

As the month went by, time healed me. The struggles and challenges lessened because the family situation was brought up in the household that often, some friends became supportive, and I began to clear my mind and find peace. I began to rely on my faith and attended church mass more often. I am not that religious but knowing that a higher being was there to guide and watch over me was enough comfort. In addition, I tried to be more optimistic to others; I did not want to impose any negativity or frustration upon them. Finally, I had positive thoughts. With a bright mindset, I was able to open up my mind and be in the right mood to focus and concentrate.

For others, the Wellness Center here at Loyola can be helpful to find solutions to the struggles and challenges.

Anyways, I am currently doing better emotionally and I am trying my best to improve academically by meeting up with professors during their office hours and frequently attending tutoring groups. Things are looking better from here. Hope is still close to me. I can overcome the challenges and struggles that hang over me and as time passes by,  the weight will be lifted off my shoulder. I must stay strong and continue to stay hopeful.